At times I run from growing up

I got to tell you the truth.
I am possessive over photos.
Green is probably my favorite color.
I am going to wear heels forever now.
I sometimes really want to paint.
I enjoy watching Iron Chef America.
I skip to the ones with Micheal Symon.
My teachers from last year changed my life.
I am a huge nerd.
I forget about buying birthday presents.
I hide Cadbury Eggs from the rest of my family.
I enjoy red nail polish.
I sometimes prefer my sisters to my friends.
In my soul I am a hippie.
I hate missing Seminary.
On Easter I stuff my face with candy.
I hoard the rolls my grandma gives me.
I find posts like this fun to write.
It's easier to explain things in lists.
I didn't really like The Fault In Our Stars.
I sort of hate social media.
Sometimes I am rather narcissistic.
I really like big words.
At times I run from growing up.
I got to tell you the truth.

I guess I'm not Peter Pan

Hey there.

I don't know what's happening, I keep growing up. 

Secrets and stuff

Today is my best friend's birthday. 

Secretly, I like her everyday and I also want to strangle her most of those days, that's true friendship ladies and gentlemen. 

Secretly, I really like this dumb picture she took on my iphone and I don't know why.

Secretly, I have no idea what in the world I would do without her.

So, because I had so many secrets I thought I would add one more and throw her a surprise party. 

Secretly, I told her a lot of lies to get her to my house last night. 

Secretly, I almost forgot to tell her mom that we were throwing her a party.

Secretly, I sort of like Nacho Libre

Secretly, I hope she realizes how much she means to me. 

And since we're throwing out secrets here I might as well admit that I've been listening to songs from "Barbie the Princess and the Pauper" (well only one song) over and over again. Haters will hate, I will never grow up.